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I do this from time to time
where I can never say what I mean
Created on 2007-12-24 19:34:48 (#14525068), last updated 2008-05-23
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Basic Info| Name: | scrapdprincess |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 12-24 |
| Location: | Orangeburg, South Carolina, United States |
| Website: | わたし |
BioThis is a personal writing journal, just in case you were wondering.
Dec. 24, 2007
I'm alone for the millionth time in this house and we've only lived here six years. The older I get, the harder it gets for me to speak my mind. When I was younger, it was just as difficult but I found ways around it. I wrote poems, lyrics, short and not-so-short stories. Not many people saw the grand majority but it was still my voice screaming out on paper. Even though I still write via RP, it's not my voice anymore.
This year has physically been as difficult as it usually is emotionally for me and as I stare at the way my fingers are starting to reshape themselves and lose strength, I realize I'm going to soon lose faster than I thought. I'm locking myself up so tightly, it's scary. So what should I do?
Find a way to force myself to open up.
It might suck, it may be nothing but mental masturbation but at least I'll have tried.
Sheila/Shiira/シイラ
Dec. 24, 2007
I'm alone for the millionth time in this house and we've only lived here six years. The older I get, the harder it gets for me to speak my mind. When I was younger, it was just as difficult but I found ways around it. I wrote poems, lyrics, short and not-so-short stories. Not many people saw the grand majority but it was still my voice screaming out on paper. Even though I still write via RP, it's not my voice anymore.
This year has physically been as difficult as it usually is emotionally for me and as I stare at the way my fingers are starting to reshape themselves and lose strength, I realize I'm going to soon lose faster than I thought. I'm locking myself up so tightly, it's scary. So what should I do?
Find a way to force myself to open up.
It might suck, it may be nothing but mental masturbation but at least I'll have tried.
Sheila/Shiira/シイラ
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